Hey guys! No time no blog!! So I wanted to try something different with this blog and made a video instead of typing. I hope everyone can watch it and enjoy it! If you have any questions or comments Facebook and/or Twitter are the easiest to use!
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Wednesday, August 28, 2013
Thursday, August 15, 2013
Old Lady's and Boys
So it looks like I will only be updating my blog every other day! That will be good cause then I'll have two days worth of material to talk about. Right now I'm kinda in a lull zone, where most of my day consists of waking up at ten, eating, knitting, more eating, more knitting and then more eating. Many times in my life I feel that I was born with a 40 year-old mind, so that now although I'm in a 20 year-old body I act like a 60 year-old woman. This new obsession over knitting that I'm experiencing is proving that. I have taken my yarn and needles with me to CBC, to Kroger, to the Wendy's drive-thru and to a peach orchard. They have not left my side for the last three days except tonight when I went to exercise at 10 Fitness with Erin. I'm afraid that if I quit knitting for to long I will start having withdraws! But, it is fun learning how to make things in new ways so I'm am perfectly content in acting like an old lady. OLD LADY PRIDE!! HOORAA!
Speaking of old ladies, today Brian, Erin and I had a discussion about boys. (Don't ask me how that relates to old ladies.) I'm not sure if it is a common fact, but I am single and have been all my 20 years. The reasons being I have yet to find a man I could tolerate marrying, nor has any man yet found me tolerable to marry. I feel no shame in that fact, because I know that God is in control and I will find Mr. Right when God deems it time. However, today I expressed my confusion as to why no boys had ever even asked me out. Brian and Erin both felt it was because I am a confident woman and outwardly show that I am not needy for a boyfriend. Praise God for wise relatives!! Immediately it all made sense and all the doubts and self-demeaning thoughts were erased. Being in public school all my life I should have noticed, but those who were in relationships were those looking and seeking one. Even my Dad says "Desperate people find desperate people." But Dad also says "A man needs a woman that's not overly impressed with him." But from ages 0-25, most boys immaturity leads them to seek out girls who fawn and gloat over them, while girls look for guys that looks half way decent and speaks the right lingo. I feel more strongly now that waiting until you are older than 17 to date is the wisest choice. No doubt there will be those few exceptional boys and girls that are mature enough to handle a relationship younger, but with the stresses of school and friends, waiting and doing it right is better than rushing and losing that person altogether. Tell me your thoughts on what is the right age to date. Better yet what signs of maturity should a boy or girl look for in the other sex to know if they are mature enough for a relationship?
Well it looks like the comment box is not working for some on the site so if you really want to talk to me here is some places you can catch me at:
Facebook: Molly Kingston
Twitter: @mollymkingston
Email: incessantlysingingmyheartsong@gmail.com
Good night and God Bless!!!
Speaking of old ladies, today Brian, Erin and I had a discussion about boys. (Don't ask me how that relates to old ladies.) I'm not sure if it is a common fact, but I am single and have been all my 20 years. The reasons being I have yet to find a man I could tolerate marrying, nor has any man yet found me tolerable to marry. I feel no shame in that fact, because I know that God is in control and I will find Mr. Right when God deems it time. However, today I expressed my confusion as to why no boys had ever even asked me out. Brian and Erin both felt it was because I am a confident woman and outwardly show that I am not needy for a boyfriend. Praise God for wise relatives!! Immediately it all made sense and all the doubts and self-demeaning thoughts were erased. Being in public school all my life I should have noticed, but those who were in relationships were those looking and seeking one. Even my Dad says "Desperate people find desperate people." But Dad also says "A man needs a woman that's not overly impressed with him." But from ages 0-25, most boys immaturity leads them to seek out girls who fawn and gloat over them, while girls look for guys that looks half way decent and speaks the right lingo. I feel more strongly now that waiting until you are older than 17 to date is the wisest choice. No doubt there will be those few exceptional boys and girls that are mature enough to handle a relationship younger, but with the stresses of school and friends, waiting and doing it right is better than rushing and losing that person altogether. Tell me your thoughts on what is the right age to date. Better yet what signs of maturity should a boy or girl look for in the other sex to know if they are mature enough for a relationship?
Well it looks like the comment box is not working for some on the site so if you really want to talk to me here is some places you can catch me at:
Facebook: Molly Kingston
Twitter: @mollymkingston
Email: incessantlysingingmyheartsong@gmail.com
Good night and God Bless!!!
Tuesday, August 13, 2013
The Hole
Oh look, I already missed a day of blogging! So sorry :P Erin made the comment that blogging will start to get boring, but I have faith in my imagination that I can make things up. Fortunately, tonight is not such a time. Brian and Erin have made sure to entertain with their dealings with a broken AC and two flooded rooms. Granted such a disaster is no fun to those paying for it, although they kept a good attitude through it all, but for an onlooker, such as me, it was hilarious. Now don't think I'm happy that it happened, but the way it progressed tickled me. What was best was that I would answer some of the questions they asked to themselves in a sarcastic or smart-alecky voice, which would make them reply with phrases like "I love you molly" or "Your so funny" or my favorite "I'm gonna kill you." Of course the Lord made sure to claim their revenge by making my room one of the rooms that got flooded, resulting in a 1ft by 1ft hole in my wall where the vent is. Remember me mentioning my overactive imagination? Well it became a curse when I realized I was to sleep with this hole not a foot away from my bed! Immediately I thought of everything that could possibly fit through this hole from roaches to rats to raccoons to the boogie monster. I cannot describe to you how horrified I was, but I had no where else to sleep. So after being reassured by Brain that nothing would climb through the rodent portal, I fell asleep......... but then, I woke up.....to the sound of.....morning!!!! That is right nothing happened! Most uneventful night of my life and probably the best sleep I've had since infancy! But anyways other than that my life has been pretty peaceful and boring down in this hick state. I have started knitting a scarf, which I took into Kroger with me while Erin grocery shopped. I feel that made me fit in with all the other awkwardness that goes on in grocery stores in Arkansas.
Well that's all folks. A pretty boring post today, but I have freshman hazing tomorrow at CBC so that should provide a funny story for y'all. Oh dang. I've already been influenced by the natives! Well probably not, the term "y'all" is used everywhere. Anyway Goodnight and God Bless!
P.S. I know this one was boring, but if you would just comment that you read it I would appreciate it. I love talking to myself, but if I am the only one reading the blogs I gonna stop cause I'm lazy :)
Well that's all folks. A pretty boring post today, but I have freshman hazing tomorrow at CBC so that should provide a funny story for y'all. Oh dang. I've already been influenced by the natives! Well probably not, the term "y'all" is used everywhere. Anyway Goodnight and God Bless!
P.S. I know this one was boring, but if you would just comment that you read it I would appreciate it. I love talking to myself, but if I am the only one reading the blogs I gonna stop cause I'm lazy :)
Sunday, August 11, 2013
PLEASE READ THIS
I thought a little about what I said in my last post and I take none of it back, but I want to make it explicitly clear that THE QUESTIONS ARE NOT THE PROBLEM!!!!!! Everyone who has asked me those questions have also offered guidance, support and love in every way possible. Thank you so so so so so so so so very much for those questions! All I wanted to do in the last post is answer all of those questions at one time, by saying that right now I'm just trying to hold myself together by not facing my feelings and truly answering those questions just yet. I ask that you pray for me, as I know that most of you are already doing so, that I will beat this melancholy mood and become happy again. Again Thank You all for everything.
Love you and God Bless.
Love you and God Bless.
A New Chapter with New Fun
Well once again I find that I did a horrible job at keeping up with this blog, but I was busy so get over it! The summer was jammed packed with the usual fun of cleaning out the poop produced by seven dogs, picking the devil's cucumbers, canning the devil's cucumbers and then feeding 200 punk kids at Jesus Camp. Oh not to mention that in my free time I attended the 4th of July, graduation parties and three family vacations, while babysitting and packing for college. If I had any other free time left to myself it was used trying to regain my sanity by reading manga.......which I think actually gave the opposite effect I desired. But whatever, it was a fun summer and one I wouldn't mind reliving.
I made a promise to my peeps in Missouri that once I moved to Arkansas for school I would post a blog every night. Now will that happen?.....No, probably not, but will I try.....no. HaHa jk Yes, I am going to try to post a blog every night, BUT IN RETURN I WANT FEED BACK!!!!!! Even if my blogs are the most boring, dull and biggest waste of your time, if you read them say so in the little post box below ;) OK?
Well now that I got that off my chest let me talk about my crazy thoughts. So if you don't know I have currently moved from my home town, St. Clair, MO to Conway, AR. Now I happen to be an expressionless person and at most times a heartless person. I avoid pain, depression and confusion, by bottling them up and then tossing them out of my heart's window into the great abyss of fire reserved for useless things such as feelings and the teletubbies. However, I have found that when you throw away your bad feelings you also throw away your good feelings like happiness and smiles. So, as of right now I feel nothing. Which is nice in a zombie sort of way, but it makes it hard to answer the bazillion question that are coming my way. "How are you doing?" I don't know. "Are you excited?" Why should I be? It's school. "Are you ok?" I'm breathing, so I think so. "What are you looking forward to?" Sleeping. Plus it doesn't help that all the questions are just different versions of these, so I sound like a broken record that's gone Emo. Now don't misunderstand, I appreciate the kindness, concern and love these questions represent, I just wish there was another way by which they could be expressed. But, the only thing I can change is myself (and baby diapers), so I'll keep faking until I can answer with real enthusiasm and happiness.
This was kind of a depressing post, but so goes life. A fun and interesting fact about my new life is that I now have a Facebook!!! So if you want to talk to me more try to catch me there!
REMEMBER!!!!! LEAVE A REPONSE IN THE BOX BELOW!!! IF NOT YOU WILL BE COUNTED AMOUNG THE USELESS THINGS AND CASTE INTO THE ABYSS OF FIRE!!
Love you and God Bless!
I made a promise to my peeps in Missouri that once I moved to Arkansas for school I would post a blog every night. Now will that happen?.....No, probably not, but will I try.....no. HaHa jk Yes, I am going to try to post a blog every night, BUT IN RETURN I WANT FEED BACK!!!!!! Even if my blogs are the most boring, dull and biggest waste of your time, if you read them say so in the little post box below ;) OK?
Well now that I got that off my chest let me talk about my crazy thoughts. So if you don't know I have currently moved from my home town, St. Clair, MO to Conway, AR. Now I happen to be an expressionless person and at most times a heartless person. I avoid pain, depression and confusion, by bottling them up and then tossing them out of my heart's window into the great abyss of fire reserved for useless things such as feelings and the teletubbies. However, I have found that when you throw away your bad feelings you also throw away your good feelings like happiness and smiles. So, as of right now I feel nothing. Which is nice in a zombie sort of way, but it makes it hard to answer the bazillion question that are coming my way. "How are you doing?" I don't know. "Are you excited?" Why should I be? It's school. "Are you ok?" I'm breathing, so I think so. "What are you looking forward to?" Sleeping. Plus it doesn't help that all the questions are just different versions of these, so I sound like a broken record that's gone Emo. Now don't misunderstand, I appreciate the kindness, concern and love these questions represent, I just wish there was another way by which they could be expressed. But, the only thing I can change is myself (and baby diapers), so I'll keep faking until I can answer with real enthusiasm and happiness.
This was kind of a depressing post, but so goes life. A fun and interesting fact about my new life is that I now have a Facebook!!! So if you want to talk to me more try to catch me there!
REMEMBER!!!!! LEAVE A REPONSE IN THE BOX BELOW!!! IF NOT YOU WILL BE COUNTED AMOUNG THE USELESS THINGS AND CASTE INTO THE ABYSS OF FIRE!!
Love you and God Bless!
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